The search begins for the right answer, i've been thinking about it for a year now. The question? What to do next? Give up full time employment and go into a ministry / missionary role? Really all the things that go through my head are money related, which is not a good thing. I've always thought I'd just work and earn the money to provide for my family, i guess the traditional view, but now Rebecca is earning twice what I am, so i guess my view is either now nonsense or I'm not looking in the right direction.What is the big fuss? Good question....I guess I don't want to be the same as everyone else in the world. We're all here for a reason, to serve God, but not many know it or accept it. I've been no different for years, but now I'm realising exactly what it all means. BUT... how do we go about serving HIM?